Berry : Baju Bebas?

November 30th, 2007 by cutehunnywolfy

Tadi si Berry koq pake baju bebas yaaa?
Don’t tell me dia bakal pergi deh..
Bakal cabut dari SMAK 5…
Hwweeeee…
Kalo gw ga pernah kenal gimana donk???
Tapi minta kenalan juga malu sih!
Mana udah punya cewe lagi!
Malu-maluin aja….
Hehe..
Abiiiss….
yah.. gtu deh ah… Hahahaha…!!

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A Few Words from Maroon 5 ’s lyrics…

"Little Of Your Time"

I just need a little of your time
A little of your time
To say the words I never said
Just need a little of your time
A little of your time
To show you that I am not dead

"Better That We Break"

Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?


Hehehe…
memang gw ga minta breaking up..
Tapi bagian situnya pas banget!
Waking up is hard to do…
Slepping’s impossible too…
Everything’s reminding me of you..
What can I do?
AAAAAAHHHH!!!

Mr. Bear^^

November 19th, 2007 by cutehunnywolfy

My Mr. Bear^^

That’s what I’m gonna call him..

Itu loh, pangeran pujaan gw di klas 12 ipa 2 yang mirip beruang..
hehehe..
abiiss.. secara gtu yah, love at first sight! hwehehe..

Pertama kali liat dia tuh pas Jovie maw ngasih undangan bwad sweet-seventeenth-annya ci Je_A..
hoho..

Gw langsung terpaku lyat dia.. Hehe.. abiiisss.. Lucu banget mukanyaa..
Yah, meski agak ndut, tpi kan tetep aja lucuuu..
apalagi lesung pipitnya itu loh!
kalo lagi senyum, maniiiiiisssss banget!

Tadi pas slese tari gw kan turun tuh, nah pas di tangga gw ngeliat klas XII IPA 2, eh! dia keluar dari sono!
Mana dy jga ngelyat gw lagi!
Kyaaa^^
hehehe.. senangnyaaa…

Infatuation

Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me

It’s such a shame that you shot me down

It would have been nice to be around

I’m touching your skin

If it’s only a fantasy, then why is it killing me?

And I guess this must be infatuation..

Ah, laguny Maroon 5, Infatuation enak! Hehe..

Tadi pas jalan pulang gw mikir lagi..
Kan My Mr. Bear udah kelas 12 tuh.. berarti taon depan udah ga ada di sini lagi..
>.<
Kalo seandainya gw ga pernah kenal sama dia gimana donk..?

Sedih banget deh..
Tapi masa maw minta kenalan gtu???
Ampun dhe!
Lagian yha, Jovie jga bilang dia orangnya bae banget..

Emank sih, ktny Jovie–lagi?–My Bear tuh uda punya cewe..
Cewenya cakep banget ktny Jovie–lagi lagiii??–!
Hweeee…
Patah hatiku…
The least I want is to be known by him..
That’s all…

Gw cuma pengen dia kenal gw dan gw kenal dia..
Ga cuma sekedar tau namanya doank dan dia kelas berapa..
Hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Gimana yah caranyaaa..
Minta kenalan kan maluuuu…

[Empty]

September 10th, 2007 by cutehunnywolfy

My life’s been so empty
Without you here with me
I’m lonely with nobody
Being alone, I need everybody

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Hidup-hidup gw belakangan ini…
berlalu begitu aja tanpa ninggalin kesan di hati gw..
kosong lah istilahnya…

rasanya…
seperti ga ada lagi yang penting di hidup ini..
belakangan ini malah gw merasa hidup gw ga berarti..
bahkan gw smpet berpikir pengen mati…
si Humfrey tuh korbannya..
stiap kali OL dan chat…
pasti dy sering lyat gw nulis pengen mati…
haizz…
apa bener gw pengen mati?
haha..
makasih..
kayaknya ngga deh..

tapi gimana..
hidup ini juga ga indah-indah banget koq..
malah terus terang cenderung membosankan..
SANGAT membosankan..
bayangin aja..
setiap hari kerjaan cuma itu-itu aja..
ini aja nulis blog di luar batas kendali rutinitas..
berhubung besok ga ada apa-apa.. jadi iseng nulis..
udah lama sih..

kangen banget sama a niners..
emang bener, cuma a niners yang bisa bikin hidup gw berwarna..
di kelas gw yg sekarang.. meski sering juga ketawa..
tapi tetep aja..
ga ada tuh yang bener-bener bikin ge berasa betah.. berasa ga pengen ninggalin klas gw itu.. ga ada.. bahkan gw pengen banget ninggalin smak 5.. skul di mana keq gtu.. payah deh ah.. gw dah males di penabur..

yahh.. skian dulu kali yahh..

Far Away

July 27th, 2007 by cutehunnywolfy

What did I left behind?
This feeling, it won’t go away
And as I walk further more
The more that I don’t wanna leave

As I look back to the past
Hurts more to realize
We’re all growing up
And I’m going away

I don’t wanna grow up, don’t wanna move on
I don’t wanna face the truth
That I’m going somewhere that’s far away
From the place where I belong

Those memories from the past
Keep showing the way, to live this life and to hold on tight
Maybe it’s wrong to stuck in the past
But can’t I just stay here all my life?

Charletta™

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Hiqz.. Those words are all true..
Gw ga pengen tambah tua.. tambah umur.. dan sebagainya.. khususnya nambah berat c.. haha.. >.<

Sedih banget rasanya.. kemaren pas lagi bobo-an gara-gara sakit, gw nangis..
Memori ini bener-bener melekat.. sampe keingetan terus.. waktu itu, waktu nungguin anak setengah kelas a niners upra BI, gw setengah kelas lainny yg pada slese upra agama maen ke lapangan yg sebela SD.. qta maen futsal dhe.. gw, humpre, ombul, bebeq, gori, anna, grace, alan, timot, dan msh bnyk lgi dhe.. duhh, seru bgd dah.. ga bakal terlupakan sepanjang hidup dhe^^- hiqzz.. meski sedih skali… trus gw jga langsung keingetan.. someday, saat gw dah gede.. pasti Juju dkk yg memenuhi ranjang gw harus gw buang.. dan parahnya lagi, gw tau dan menyadari dengan jelas bahwa yang akan melepas kepergian mereka itu adalah diri gw sendiri… ga cuma itu.. nanti pas lulus SMA jga gw pindah rumah.. hiks hiks.. akhirnya rumah ini yang jadi bagian dari masa SMP gw jga hilang… trus nanti.. pada saatnyaaa… yang paling gw sesalkan dari bertumbuh dewasa… karena saat gw tumbuh dewasa… orang tua gw jga.. suatu hari nanti mereka akan pergii… trus koko gw… kalo sesuai umur c bgitu.. nanti mereka bertiga ninggalin gw berdua sama dd gw doank.. huueeeee… nih uda bercucuran aer mata… hiqkkzzzzz… dan saat gw inget2 itu, untungnya itu bisa jadi pemacu semangat yang baik.. cita2 gw, entah apa pun itu.. ujung2nya harus.. HARUS, KUDU, MESTI, bisa nyenengin mami ma papi… salah satu tujuan gw sih, harus bisa ngajak mami, papi, koko, ma dd keliling dunia.. just the five of us… dohh.. nyokap pulang.. ngomong ap ney nyokap gw klu lyat gw nangis begini..? haha.. udahan dhe…

When There Was Me and You

July 21st, 2007 by cutehunnywolfy

It’s funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I’m standing here
But all i want is to be over there
Why did i let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now i have to pretend
That i don’t really care

I thought you were my fairytale
My dream when I’m not sleeping
A wish upon a star that’s coming true
But everybody else could tell
That i confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore i knew the melody
That i heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like i could sing along
But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty
I’m only left with used-to-be’s
And once upon a song

Now i know you’re not a fairytale
And dreams are meant for sleeping
cause wishes on the star
Just don’t come true
And now even i can tell
That i confused my feelings with the truth
Because i liked the view
When there was me and you

I can’t believe that i could be so blind
It’s like you were floating
When i was falling
And i didn’t mind
Because i like the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

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Lirik lagunya Vanessa Anne Hudgens yang berjudul When There Was Me and You..
Liriknya keren skali, don’t u think? hehe.. cocok skali untuk orang yg sedang broken hearted…

Ah, sebetulny gw bingung skali saat ini, and i wish i knew what exactly that made me confused keq begini.. gw sendiri ga ngerti apa yang gw bingungin… aaaaaa…
MOS cape… tapi males masuk skul ney… >.<

Uda dlu kali ah.. lagi ga gtu mood nulis jga…
bubye^^;;

What a Sucks Holiday…

July 7th, 2007 by cutehunnywolfy

Didn’t go no where… >.<
Jadi ntar klu pelajaran bahasa Inggris pertama di SMAK 5 dan gurunya suruh bercerita tentang diri gw dan liburan kemaren–which already very very common and kinda lame–inilah yang akan gw ceritakan di depan kelas.

"Hello, Class. My name is Felicia, and my friends always call me eFKa. I’m 15 and I’ll be 16 this December. My mom and dad are entrepreneurs. I’ve got two brothers, elder and younger. On my last holiday, I almost die of boredom for staying twenty-four-seven inside my house. I only go out sometimes to swam with my friends and played badminton as well. Oh, I watched movies too. The movies I watched are Die Hard 4.0, Shrek 3, Fantastic 4, The Transformers–which is so darn cool!!!–and, Bridge To Terabithia–which is kinda lame and weird–Besides watching movies outside, I also watched Spongebob Squarepants on Nick, Bioskop Trans TV on Trans TV, Office Boy or well-known better as OB on RCTI. At house when I’m not going anywhere, my only friend is my computer. But that’s kinda boring too. So, that’s all I want to tell you all about my boring summer holiday. Thank you for your attention."

Hahaha.. ada2 aj y.. fuh..
bru ngedit blog ney..
skalian c tadi sambil ngedit fs segala.. lmayanlah.. biar ada kerjaan..
Udha dlu kale y..
ni hari velia baliq dri Malay…
Heheheh.. (dengan senyum licik) Oleh2^^ hehehehehe =p
cpa c yg ga seneng dibawain oleh2?????
hahahahahaha…
thanks yha bo oleh2nya, meski blum kelihatan.. hahahaha^^
hope u’ll have a nice trip back to Indonesia =)

Roken

June 16th, 2007 by cutehunnywolfy

ROKOK SEMUA!
ROKOK DI MANA-MANA, ROKOK!!!
GW BENCI SAMA ROKOK!!

Kenapa sih harus ada yang namanya rokok di dunia ini?
Benci banget dah gw..
Coba kalo semua rokok ada jinnya keq cerita Oom gw itu..

Kemaren kan gw ke PRJ, nah di situlah gw menemukan gudang rokok yang sebenarnya..
Di mana-mana orang pada ngerokok.. Heran ya..
Apa sih enaknya ngirupin asep? Udah gitu dibuang lagi!
Dasar gila!
Duh, cape banget nih..
Pengen jalan-jalan deh..
Tapi ga tau deh ah..
Dadagh..

p.s : roken itu bahasa belanda-nya rokok…

The Point Of No Return

June 2nd, 2007 by cutehunnywolfy

Whoa..
I’m being rude to someone.. T-T
I owe him an apology actually..
But I already said sorry though.. hehe..
Ya..
Gw merasa egois aja..
Thanks to Hae-Won in Full House^^ Even though I never really like her..
Justru karena ke-gak suka-an gw padanya gw jadi sadar..
Dia kan ga suka tuh si Young-Jae nikah sama Ji Eun..
Nah, saat itu gw berpikir betapa egoisnya ini orang..
Tiba-tiba… Deeengg.. Langsung deh.. Oh my God!
Ternyata I’m being like that myself!
Jadi, malemnya, saat gw sedang OL, langsung aja gw say sorry to him..
Kan a good friend should be happy when his or her friend is happy^^
tapi dia balikin, dia bilang dy yang salah.. dy bilang, a good friend harus ngingetin temennya kalo dia salah.. gtu..
Yah, sudahlah ya, yang sudah berlalu biarlah berlalu..
Hmm.. di rumah bosen.. bonyok pergi ke bangka.. besok malem baru baliq..
Hoahm.. ngantuk..
Bosen banget deh liburan ini..

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The Moments have passed
But Memories stays within me
Waving when it’s far
Running away when it’s close

I have arrived
In the point of no return
Where there can only be regrets to feel
And memories to remember…

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Ohh!!
I wish I could return to those times..
I miss everyone..

Why should every meetings ends up with good-bye?
If it always has to be that way..
For what reason meetings exists?
Toh setelah ketemu qta akan pisah lagi…
Ain’t I’m right?

Well, someone told me…
Good-Bye existed in meetings,
For us to know the real meaning
Of meetings…

Apa itu the real meaning of meetings?
Maybe it’s for learning what others are like..
Learning how to miss somebody, but you can never meet him again..
or How to love somebody, but you can’t never have him
Maybe…
Dunia ini full of maybes you know…
=.="

Thanks Anyway

May 23rd, 2007 by cutehunnywolfy

You were always there for me
Touched me down through my heart

When you cried, I wanna be there
Holding you ’till it stops
My heart was broken, I wasn’t the one you expected

Then love took sides with you
Left me alone in the darkest place of my heart

Thanks for the memories…
Even though it’s not forever
Even though it hurts

Thanks anyway…

V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V

 

Apa arti cinta yang sebenernya? Apa bener,
kalau cinta itu bukan untuk saling memiliki?
Kalau memang cinta itu bukan untuk saling memiliki,
buat apa ada cinta? Bukannya malah makin menyakitkan
kalau kita mencintai seseorang tapi nggak bisa memilikinya?

 

Apa itu cinta.. rasanya ga ada orang yang bisa menjelaskan artinya,
kayak seorang guru yang ngejelasin pelajaran mat.. Bahkan rasanya,
Einstein aja ga bisa tuh jelasin apa arti cinta.. Rasa-rasanya sih itu..
Klo benernya mah ga taw juga yah.. Ga sempet kenalan sih..

 

Terus, maksud gw apa ya nulis blog kayak begini? Wah, nggak ngerti
juga tuh.. Lagi pengen aja.. Gw cuma merasa sedikit left out.. Gara-gara seseorang..

 

He has found what he’s looking for..
He has found what’s precious in his life..
And he doesn’t even thinking of how to looking back on all of us..
his friends.. or.. has he ever think of us as his friends?

    OK, I don’t wanna sound too cocky or anything..
It’s just.. as he started to feel his happiness,
He started to left us out at the same time…
OK, mungkin ga "us" banget.. mungkin.. maybe.. it’s all about me..
Tapi gw rasa temen gw juga ada yang merasa begini..
Aah.. Gw pengen dengerin lagu Welcome To My Life nya Simple Plan..
HIqz..

    Can someone put me out of this misery?? PLease?
And please don’t ask me who is this person I’m talking about…
I’m not really in the mood of answering   >.<"

    Oh, by the way..
Jangan gara-gara gw nulis tentang cinta, terus Anda-Anda menyangka
bahwa gw in love sama this person that I’m talking about okey?
Coz it’s just almost impossible…

Hardrock Cafe

May 20th, 2007 by cutehunnywolfy

Gyahahaha!!
Akhirnya gw udah sampe juga di Hardrock Cafe Jakarta!
Gile.. tempatnya keren bo..
Udah gitu ama temen-temen juga.. Senangnyaaa ^^
Foto-foto.. huehehe..
Maunya c gw masukin sekarang fotonya, tapi kabel datanya ga taw ke mana..
males nyari.. jadi ya..
ntaran aja deh ya..
klo foto gw itu kan pake hape.. huehehe ^^
tapi perlu perjuangan maw pergi ke sana dan kembali dengan selamat..
Pertama, pas perginya, kan mobil qta pertama kali ngikutin mobilnya si aris.. eh, tau"nya tu anak masih maw pulang dlu.. jadi qta berenti..
Terus qta telpon si pale.. dy uda ada di depan artha.. jd qta ke sana..
terus si supirnya brengsek.
masa qta udah bilangin ke si pale supaya jangan jalan cepet" dy malah makin ngebut uda gitu jalannya nyalip-nyalip lagi! Mana akhirnya dia salah jalan lagi! Dia malah nyampe di gedung sarinah thamrin! yang di lantai 8 nya ada Hardrock FM! Bukan cafe! Haiah.. terus kan qta dah jalan lagi, eeehh.. dia malah lewat jalan Kebon Kacang yang kecil banget itu! Mobil dy enak bisa masuk! Mobil qta stuck, sampe bikin sekampung kebon itu macet! Mana ada bapak2 gila yg ga bisa ngatur jalan, uda gitu taksi brengsek, udah gitu ada juga bajaj songong! gila dah.. untungnya abis itu qta berhasil nyampe in one piece! fiuh..

Kedua, pulangnya… mobil gw maot.. kaga bisa di starter.. kacaw".. qta diem nungguin bonyok gw benerin.. gw, velia, grace, tenny, silvie, ma chomel.. udah keq anak ilang kt c velia.. uda gtu mereka pada numpang duduk di kursi si pak satpam.. haha.. trus pas si silvie ma si chomel lagi ke atas beli breadtalk, sisanya, gw, velia, tenny, ma grace udah kyk fotomodel.. sinting".. hahahaa.. mana diliatin orang lagi!

Tapi akhirnya pas udah bisa nyala mobilnya, qta dadagh-dadagh-an sama si pak satpam.. gyahahaha =p
gila banget dah tu hari..
udah gitu di mol juga ga ngapa-ngapain..
ah.. padahal tadinya maw foto.. gara-gara ada si itu sih ya.. jadi ga jadi deh..
yaw sutralah..